Delusions

just another of the many aimless wanders

amidst the crowd of unknown faces and

dodging the envelopes of familiar whiffs

and untrue attemps of hearing oneself

- the songs of the soul

then the neon glows and the thunder beats

of the starless party nights and

succumbing to the dogmatic conversations

just to sympathize the nerves in spirits

- the clutters of the conscience

the end of a nightmare and slumber's farewell

with choir of the darkness beside the window

flirting with the lazy lonely crack in the pane

and kisses of the sinking mercury in the breeze

- the rejoice of a day's prologue

the envious ecstasy in the chosen mundanes and

the cold crimson's race to the beloved abattoir

prancing hapless to the zest of a loner's love

just another of the many ambitious wonders

- the denials to the self