Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Nectar



just a glimpse
and all mie pride of being with myself
was tantalized and tossed
in an air of pamper
in the twinkle of a smile

dunno when the first glance
became a habit of worthy laziness
staring idiotic at the screen
took me unaware and
perhaps, made me addicted

addictions were never good
they told me, 'ey even told me
to hold mie dreams
some said fantasies are so old school
and the hapless romantic in me just smiled


the snap deciphered the droplets kissing your cheeks
and the wind playing with your hair
indeed a moment well captured
but, you'll never know
it kept drenching me everytime i came in front of you
and time froze itself again and again


true, i've had not known her ever
true, she might definitely have other reservations
true, it's probably a farce
i'm enacting, which she'll never come to know
but also is true, a little too intoxicating is her grace

can't deny, she's the first of her kind for me
can't deny, she's way too beautiful to be owned
can't deny, mie senses console 'emselves
saying the day is near
but, there's also no scope to deny
"i've possibly had fallen for her"

lores have the midsummer nights passing
or, the dark knight rising for himself
at least that gives enough a reason
to an wordsmith like me
to pen down what it feels

testimonials galore, love is blind
and may be deaf too
but, twas time for me to assure mieslf
let's make it dumb
just as evidently i've been sounding
for the last so many words

now, once you've got me started
you'll have to bear with me
even if you never get to know who i was
how come, with what kind of a gifted audacity
i dared to think i knew you

i'm not a stalker mie lady, never i was
am way beyond that, you made me so
never bothered to tell you that i stare at you daylong
never sought your permission to talk about you
to mie 'n' number of friends anytime of the day
and you, despite all this -- keep smiling

as crazy it sounds and however mie heart pounds
i hope the day comes keeping behind
the juxtaposed truths and denials
and i get to see you smile just one more time
outside the static imagery
in your own tender fingers
raising me a toast of the ambrosia

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Farewell



behind the veil of changing seasons
am a wasted foetus of mieslf.
restlessly dead , imprisoned a birth,
succumbed justifiably to a clean murder...

the cosmos swings to tunes destructively tranquil
a lingering perfume, fragrance of the death feathers
hopelessly numb, sarcasm a lifeless living,
slept jingoistic a sulken folly...

mie heart consoled itself
with a dream for a rebirth
as the unanswered questions
kissed the flying dust...

and wrapped in a wishful mockery came deceit
loved your lips in an unassured lust of mie defeat...

farewell sweetheart
goodbye....

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Be It a Loving Disdain




when conversation seeks a companion
i wish your breath on mie chest
when the persuasive suicidal instints jive
let your "miss you" calm mie zest

when the traits decipher outlaws
i wish your care calls me a tribe
when the arduous lunatics in me dance
let your "U're crazy" be mie bribe

when afffection seeks a partner in crime
i wish your smell lingering right behind
when the audacious devil wants to love
let your sweet submission make it blind

when idiocy tantalizes a plunged intellect
i wish your curled brows rectify the same
when the loner in me pines for lovelessness
i want to hear you calling by mie name...

The Happy Loner




harvesting happiness is an old orchard's mockery.
the life, we seldom live
with an everlasting dream of a future perfect
never cease to be...
thoughts coincide, feelings collinear,
be it you or be it me...

loving loneliness is an old lover's accepted travesty.
the loss, we barely long for
with a jeopardizing assurance of the closed one
always being by the side...
smileys laugh, emoticons die,
the moment it's taken for a ride...

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Me



an empty road and a floating cloud
a murmered whisper and a death-like proud
that's me...

a tidy desk and a twisted phone chord
a bustling office and a loner so odd
that's me..

a rumbling thunder and the hustle of leaves
a linography-knife and a couple leather sheets
that's me...

a floating stream and the silence of pebbles
a consolation from her and the love-lost fables
that's me...

an empty canvas and some colour-dried brushes
a swinged away mood and some heart-less crushes
that's me...